Tuesday, August 18, 2009

A difficult prayer

Trying to blend the marriage I entered, with the church and testimony I briefly grew apart from (while I fell in love and married), I am seeing little hope tonight. I don't think I should write about such personal trials over the internet, but then again, it is my reality and what good is reality if I can't experience and express it!

My sadness at my husband's distaste for my desired devotion to my Savior is heart breaking. What can I do? My heart is full, and empty. Please God, grant me some mercy, as I love you and want to return to you, especially with him.

I feel anguish. But, I am grateful for a Heavenly Father who gave me an opportunity to feel such a thing. To FEEL.......love and anguish......it is all for the better than to have never experienced either.

To my Heavenly Father, my Savior Jesus Christ and my husband, Tim, I love you so very much and long to always be with you.

All my love,
Me




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  1. TamiSeptember 27, 2009 at 3:02 PM

    You are so strong and have such great convictions. I know that the Lord will always watch over you and give you what you need. I learned so much from moving here. Especially that my ways are definitely not His ways. His ways may be harder, but they definitely bless me so much more in the long run.

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