A difficult prayer

Trying to blend the marriage I entered, with the church and testimony I briefly grew apart from (while I fell in love and married), I am seeing little hope tonight. I don't think I should write about such personal trials over the internet, but then again, it is my reality and what good is reality if I can't experience and express it!

My sadness at my husband's distaste for my desired devotion to my Savior is heart breaking. What can I do? My heart is full, and empty. Please God, grant me some mercy, as I love you and want to return to you, especially with him.

I feel anguish. But, I am grateful for a Heavenly Father who gave me an opportunity to feel such a thing. To FEEL.......love and anguish......it is all for the better than to have never experienced either.

To my Heavenly Father, my Savior Jesus Christ and my husband, Tim, I love you so very much and long to always be with you.

All my love,

Me